Christ in Yan

back again!

hmmm.. so long no add le.. life last wk.. so so lor.. not a very gd wk ba.. miss wong seriously ill.. one wk no come sch.. no maths lesson.. fri chalet.. haix.. so many insects.. till today still so itchy.. lolx.. at least sat better, got more ppl.. sun service.. huge congregation.. upset. cried after offering. just felt not happy with myself. disappointed. i wish i can change section.. at least at e other section got ppl i know.. now in section 11 all like dunno de lor.. i feel uncomfortable.. well, sis careen told me smth.. i wasn't v happy.. but i wont go confront u.. i hope u can tell me urself, be frank to me than i go find out myself, this will be bad by then.. confess.. thou shall not lie. sun, also tender resignation.. simply because i already cant commit e time to mos le.. so sorry that i have to leave at this time. wrong time. but also no use. cos i'm busy. today release of o lvl results... so scary! i'll cry on that day! however, i'll work hard too! considering to go overseas for studies after o.. but i'm v dependent.. and i also wanna serve in chc! well, like what sis careen said, focus on god. study first.. other things, even though on my mind, but i wont do anything about it first.. but i'll wait.. for e right time.. definately after o.. sometimes really do hope u know how i feel.. but no point.. not anything further than friends before my o lvls.. i wanna settle down on studies and ministry first.. of cos take ownership of my cg.. sis vanessa and bro ivan leaving w125 le.. don bear.. sob sob.. and i also don bear to leave w125 to join another cg.. sobx.. gotta go do art le! lastly, i can do w/o you.. but not w/o god..

posted by Yan @ 3/01/2005 09:03:00 AM