sports day.
it's the annual sports day.and we took our annual cab. heex.. to woodlands stadium with john and vanx. all were in yellow and black. if not no entry. bee?? heex.. this yr's no fun. no house thingys.. no cheers or wadever. basically, just spend my time there taking photos. it's alot!!! haha.. but we enjoy laa.. finally! had a chance to take photo with my photo mei. haha. debbie i mean..
went to causeway for lunch. when i came out, alvin was like.. 'hi? weixiang leh..' was talking on da phone with john asking where's he. so was like, 'so?' haha.. sorry eh. then walking, then turned back, haha. he waved and smiled. just laugh out which i always asked him to do : laugh.
settled in pizza hut. cos everywhere was so packed. pizza again!!! lolx. wx asked if i loved pizza so much. heex.. kinda la..
the pool thingy was cancelled. kinda pek chek. why guys so mushy one? cant decide. then when reached home call me have liao. so last min. thinking, not enuf time to bath. to prepare. at lot1 somemore. quite far. and was really very tired. so went to slp.
gonna visit my aunt later. she just had a day operation. home now. hope she's getting better.
do i really look ok to all of u? the fact is, i was all alone. crying for da past few days.
with no one knowing.
no one to console.
no one to lend a shoulder for me to cry on.
i'm lonely. truely. i'm falling, but just trying to grab hold. struggling. no one cares.
do you know? i think u dont. i think u dont even give a **** to me. no one in you. it's ok. i've given up since ytd. *tears continued to flow for you.*
i felt so left out. i feel like. ok, pls attend. then i attend. pls try to bring frens. then i bring frens. in fact, i feel no one cares. i guess no one knows my presence. yes, saving souls are impt. but what abt me?
i'm lonely. with no friends to turn to. no one to pour my sadness. no one to share my unhappiness with. vanx and john are ppl who i trust. and tell them what's happening. now i've got another fren, cindy. she's gonna be there. i felt loved, cindy. thx for being there. u're the only one who knows i'm tearing. i just dunno wat to do or say. or is it better to keep quiet. hey ppl who're reading, i'm not trying to get any attention. dont pay attention to me if u nv ever did. i'm just expressing how i really feel cos i just cant say out.
to ting (if u're reading): nv forget ur presence ever since u left the school. u're still part of us. hope u enjoyed urself. i believe he'll show u the love and everything u need. stay cool.
**i guess i've lost my soul. myself. not being the usual me.
**i wanna be alone. gotta cry to myself. i need the beach. i need YOU.
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