Tuesday, September 20, 2005

i felt so really restless.
after reading the thing.
seeing such things happen.
hearing the news.
knowing that i'm really lost.
what am i doing now?
why aren't i doing the things i should do?
why am i always dreaming?
i wished i dont have a brain.
so i wont crack it.
and i cant avoid thinking.
i'm lost.
i'm on the wrong track.
someone just knock some sense into me.
i losing it.
i'm losing everybody.
why am i feeling this way again?
i want my optimistic thinkings back!!
i've been keeping my unhappiness deep down.
just dont know how to start saying.
no one knows. no one will.
all i need is something which will make me smile.
please. give it to me.
i want my smiles!! =((

posted by Yan @ 9/20/2005 02:28:00 PM

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