Christ in Yan

9times in the morning for two hours and it stopped under some control by the pill.
thought it was fine and 4 times last midnight. omg.
early in the morning, another 4 times.
the most times i ran to the toilet.
anyway, i'm fine now alrdy.
thanks ppl who cared and for those who didn't, and who i thought would care didn't, i just wanna say that these two days, i kept u guys in my mind. and yet, haii. perhaps i took our friendship too good.
years of friendship, not even a word of concern.
i'm easily taken in by your words.
does this shows i should just forget abt the friendship we shared?
or dont ever bother to think you care?
or even dont trust the friendship?
no cares, no concern, no love, no encouragement. not even actions of u actually rmb me?
i think i'm saying too much?
no! reason why i wasn't really happy is because i did not say for so long!
and it has been deep within.
you know, yet u pretend u dont know.
where are my true mates?
where have those who i thought they were gone to?
perhaps its really i thought all the while?
haii.
heartbroken.

posted by Yan @ 10/11/2005 06:48:00 PM