Christ in Yan

happy bday to my most beloved mummy!!!

thank god that she's borned today 46yrs ago.
with her life, then here am i!
really so glad.
each year on this day it made me love her more.
and feel more grateful to her each time we sing her her bday song. =))
just had dinner together. thats really seldom.
cos we're either studying, out till late or having meals at different corners in the house.
finally, today we can sit together ard one table and talk while we're having our dinner.
i'm so blessed. =)

overnighted at jo's hse last night.
then came to grandma's house in the early noon with her family.
went over to northpoint to shop ard the air-coned place due to the bad weather.
back to my neighbourhood for dinner and now waiting for all of us to digest so that we can consume our cake by jo! (=

i can breathe no more.
i wanted to give up at this point mentally.
but after reading some posts, i dont wanna give up.
thought over so much. i misunderstood others concern as pressure.
yes, too much concern will cause minor pressure to me.
but i rather have those concern than no one caring about my live or death.
thanks people. =)
i wont try to prove anybody of what i'm doing during this period of time.
for those who believe, thanks.
for those who doubt, i'm sorry. i'm not gonna waste time trying to prove myself to you cos i got better things which are more impt now.
and i know i cant please the whole world.

posted by Yan @ 11/01/2005 08:23:00 PM