Christ in Yan

i'm definately not feeling very good deep within me now.
everyone is excited that we're moving to the new place! expo!!
though it's temporary, i know that huge efforts were made and they're still making by the staffs. that's more political.
for myself, i really dont wish to leave my beloved section 11.
this is where i grow, i learn, i finally smile happily, and where i found the people who'll listen to me. in everything, be it happiness, sorrows, craps or some lame jokes. and all of them never ever fail to make me smile.
compromising me always. of course i dont take it for granted, but i really appreciate you guys for all the things done.
in moulding me. teaching me values. leadership qualities.
cares and concerns for my exams. yes, i do take them in stride.

i always wanted so much to be involved in things we do for the whole ministry.
because i simply love this ministry, you people. and of course god for giving me this period of 8 months to know great people.
all for the same goal, serving the lord fervently.
never in my life b4 i joined usher ministry, shared the same goal with other people. all the while is, goal, for myself. why share? why run together?
but this unity, changed my mindset and view. made me a better person afterall.

in 3wks time, we're not gonna see each other as often as we do now. but i believe, someday, we'll meet at the cross road. =)

with some unwillingness to leave, me too have the excitement of expo.
my new team. the new leaders i'll be meeting. the new people i'll be crapping with once again. i'm gonna play a part, in helping my leader bringing the team up to the next level. being a better usher each week. improving myself too.

sis you mei left me in tears when i was in the church bus home. her words of concern, deeply touched me. her words, just that few words which came out deep within from her heart, made me felt like even when the whole world dont care, she will care. she'll be there. where else can u find such motherly leader? so please, treasure all the people around you. accept them for who they are, because not only words can show everything. actions can. who knows who's really praying hard for you right now?

there's more to talk about. but it's very late now. and i have to rush my art prep tmr. so, i need to rest early too. =)

*once my first love. always will be. usher ministry service 6 section 11. always remembered.

posted by Yan @ 11/14/2005 01:27:00 AM