Christ in Yan

FINALLY. i said those words.
i think i've been deceiving myself long enough that it's a nice environment for me to work. yes, it's nice.
but i felt so sad when i'm not appreciated when i gave in all i could for the company.
when i'm doing something well, i get scoldings no matter what. and there isn't any compliment or whatsoever.
when i did something which wasn't right at the timing, i got even more scoldings.

and i always said, we're out to work. scoldings are inevitable. but too much of scoldings and totally no praises is overboard for me and for others. cos i feel that humans need some compliments at times too. we're humans afterall.
and i'll definately not stay in a place where i get so much scoldings, for nothing at times.

gave all i could when needed. new year eve, despite staying at home with my family spending time with them, i was called back to work. there isn't any benefits. no double pay, or anything.
alright, i got over it.

on the third day of CNY, again, spent at the little shop. no other shops opened ok? it's so super tired. i'm suppose to do visitations to other relatives' houses. nvm, it's ok. perhaps he really needs me to open shop.
again, no special treatments.

when i heard of how the staffs at Freshbox were treated, i wished my boss was half as good as the boss over there. but the fact is, he is like this.

i know no one is perfect. i cant expect him to be the perfect boss ever. so dont expect me to be that perfect salesgirl too.

just 2hrs ago, i said tmr will be my last day. and i'll be going over to Freshbox. hopefully i'm employed. it's still 50.50 cos they need ppl to work for mar and april, when i gotta start school by then. perhaps.

tmr last day. and will be working with him most probably. hopefully i can just face him nicely for that few hours. btw, i'm nice all the time.

thanks to sikai, sandy, shuling, and ah hong for comforting me.
thanks to you for listening to me grumble the whole day long. to think back, i started grumbling at ard 12pm all the way till work ended! pity ur ears. ha.

posted by Yan @ 2/02/2006 11:52:00 PM