Christ in Yan

i'm down.
everything seems like is going against me this whole week. =(
everything is just not in place.
eg, the lunch thingy. 2nd, some bus drivers. some taxi drivers. some friends. some admin stuffs. JUST ALL THE THINGS THAT'S HAPPENING this few days are irritating me. am i so nice to irritate?

i really hate it to see people whining and whining ALL the time like as if they dont have other more impt stuffs than whining to do. the heart is alrdy so small, and wanna bear grudges? gosh.

secondly, i'm really super tired. mentally, physically and part of it spiritually which i must really admit. i'm considering to take a break soon. and to my surprise, actually some of my close leader friends are feeling tired too. what can i do? sad.

thirdly, i realise i have so much needs nowadays.
of cos, the ez link thingy so that i can save MONEY.
maybe one or two more jackets for service?
one or two more pairs of shoes so service wear as well.
one or two more formal pants for service as well. haii.
i wish i have $300 with me so i can fulfil all the needs i listed.

it's late. serving tmr.
sleep early girl. nites.

posted by Yan @ 5/13/2006 01:16:00 AM