Christ in Yan

i wonder when i will have that kinda opportunity. i really am thinking whats wrong and have been praying for the breakthrough. but, it seems like the thing that i hope to happen and take place is so far. i'm waiting for God's reply why is all this happening.

sometimes i choose to get over unhappiness and letdowns very quickly and not pursue it. i personally think that it's a better way to be a happy person. but why? when i chose to leave it aside and move on, i just cant. whats stopping me? DEVIL MOVE AWAY LA! haii. i'm hindered with such minor things like what can i do to such situations? dealing with it or not doesn't really benefit me or sometimes might hurt either one party. however, the ''noble'' act of mine doesn't work. God tell me what can i do, not quickly but at Your timing.

anyway, school started late at 1.30pm today. chem was ok. chinese too. this weekend with some chinese compo and maths irritating probability assignment.
then after school went Chippy with van and peg. peg is still at that topic. haha. mum cooked the battered fish thingy, a little too salty but i appreciate her alot. i can feel her love. last night i was telling her i like eating this shui jiao(dumplings) mee nowadays. so, early in the morning today she went and bought the ingredients for the making of dumplings!!! woke me up and cooked for me. for dinner, she fried the chippy type of fish when i mentioned to her few days ago. wow! i'm really so blessed. i'll never ever deny my parents, ever.

gtg now. bbye! =)

posted by Yan @ 7/20/2006 07:16:00 PM