Christ in Yan

Praise God!
I've got appraised yesterday in the noon, and i'm a confirmed staff now! hohoho.
so i'll go see doc and take MC when needed, past few days was quite a struggle to bear those headaches and giddiness. blurred vision plus ladies sickness.

but anyway, i'm fine now! after popping so many panadols, something must happen! HAHA.

while lunching ytd, AG asked if we gained weight since starting work. to realise that, i've gained up to 5kg!! but thank God, have lost 2kg, and 3kg more to shed!

will be going to JB for half day tmr, and can u believe it? it's my first time going out of country, getting my passport chopped without my family members! actually.. just going there for dinner... hehehe. mum is so worried, thought so much. but i'm gonna take care of myself. though i thought of what will happen to the family if something happens to me.. what happens if i will never have the chance to say i love you to the people i love.

IMAGINATION IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN KNOWLEDGE.
i imagine alot alot alot. and i never will think thats a bad thing. Thank God for giving me such good imaginations, that allows me to see visions, being a foresighter. also, to love and care for the people ard me. frankly, i grow in my thinking through imaginations too!

i was once suicidal.. once depressed.. but at that time when my mum was pouring water into my mouth hugging me, i started to imagine the consequences if i really had died. i mean, my parents will be devastated! as a child, the eldest in the family, i love them so much, as much as they love me. so i wont bear to see such a thing happen..
my imagination level then was all the way till i see myself in the coffin, parents mourning for me. hahah.. silly eh? but i grown to love people ard me more! i treasure life even more now!

though to them going to JB is a danger, but i think, i cant be always kept in my hometown. who knows there'll be a time when i really need to travel out. so let me start from somewhere near. HAHA.

alright alright, time to get back to work. hehe.
talking about work, i caught a episode of the show screening at channel 8, 9pm. Social work.. hmmmm... my cousin asked if thats the kinda field i wanna work in. good question, something for me to ponder about. though i'm quite sure i want to. hahaha.

posted by Yan @ 6/05/2007 09:29:00 AM