Ups and Downs
The past few days was like..... crazy? there were ups and downs. and even now, i'm feeling so down too! stress!!!
let me start recounting from last thurs, as i've blogged briefly what happened on thurs... think to sum up, it was a sad.. shocking.. sudden.. thing to happen. hmmm. i didn't expect that to be so fast!
on fri, was on MC. nauseous since thurs and yea.. wasn't feeling well. however, went to family chalet in the noon.
sat was another crazy day. lecture in the noon, then back to chalet.. so many guests! i simply just kept myself in my room and start feeling stress over the assignments due THIS WEEK. which i haven't started!
anyway, yes. sun.. to Expo from chalet. finally i experienced once travelling to Expo from the east. hahaha. cab fare was like half price of usual. IT WAS A MAD SAD DAY!
Meetings all the way after service. i think i've lost count of how many i attended.. told Roger my decision.. sad, am very very very sad. =(
I am closing a chapter of this new life, and starting another. Introduction started in Aug 2004 when i first came to CHC. Chapter One unfolds when i committed myself to UM. and.. this chapter that lasts 2.5years is coming to a close, as soon as one month. To sign off chapter one is a GOOD THING! but.. its so hard to just close it. the labour.. the seeds that i've sown. the relationships built with people around. the treasured friendships i've made in Section 11. G4S2.. things that i've learnt like leadership skills, interpersonal skills.. confidence to speak in front of crowds.. WOW! yes, i am who i am now, UM played the biggest part along with God.
Imagine i've lived my christian life with UM since a young christian.. now that i've grown up and finished my "primary school education", i need to move on to greater heights. Although i know that someday this will happen, but i never thought it will be so soon, and sudden.
God really has His ways of revealing, confirming. hmmm.. dont know how to describe my feelings now. 94 is so nice to encourage me to be excited for whats coming up next, and i am really excited! but with the emotions attached to this big family of servants.. i cant.. leave with a smile without tears.
Back to work first.
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