Christ in Yan

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wow..! it's been a monthly post liao.. am i really that busy?? nah.. sometimes it's just that lazy.. but quite busy too.. this two wks.. terrible!!! wat happen to my eyes!!! ahhh... abit of zhen zi look.. haix, there goes my eyes.. precious.. but it's ok.. i believe e original will be back cos it belongs to me!! it's actually bacteria infection for those who want to know.. yeap.. but, there's still a blood clot in my left eye.. today came home early.. extreme pain in both eyes.. felt like gonna be blind.. kinda sad by e situation now.. i mean my eyes..

gotta work hard liao.. i've missed two wks lesson!! wow, that's alot leh.. but i just cant concentrate at home la.. got bed and pc.. distractions!! gotta discipline myself.. so gonna stay in sch to study.. hopefully that works then move on to group study..

i pray Lord will heal me and that i could serve this sun.. really lookin forward to da outing!! gonna be fun!! and so happy to know there'll be 8 potential frens!! wahaha.. flying..

i really gotta concentrate on studies.. i really do not wish to have any other unwanted hurts or things i have to carry.. i've learnt to let go.. if that's ur choice, i wont mind.. i've already put it aside.. it's not gonna bother me for e next few yrs.. i've got plans.. look far will you? i'm still young, and i'm not ready. i don wan kids' play anymore. can i have e chance to speak my mind too? not whatever u say is right and what i say it's wrong. everyone is different. i hope u can understand this. i'm not perfect. i dont yearn and want to be with u that much. cos u shud know who i love more k. is God. no one else is more than Him. i don wish to carry on le. just want u to understand how i'll feel.

plans for this week: pray for friends. pray for james. pray for yan jiang, new bro. study hard. catch up for what i've missed. pray for my eyes. wish to go sentosa. or some place to relax. will be going to cycle or e beach. stressed up!! complete my bible reading!!

posted by Yan @ 4/06/2005 11:28:00 AM