Christ in Yan

back to the normal xinyan

hey guys!!! i'm the usual xinyan!! i'm back! i've found myself in Him once again.
i simply just love Him.
today is SUNDAY!! fav. day.. haax..
got cgm at 10.30am and svc at 2.05pm. woke up this morning at 8.30 and get myself prepared.
wasn't really in the mood to make-up and sort. just went with a tee and pants. hair like tornado. lolx. that's wat zhu da ge says k?
cgm's great!! the presence was there. and most importantly, Step Out in Faith. and i really stood out in Faith. went over to weijie(new fren) and just talked to him. actually was quite unsure wat to talk abt so just kept quiet. till sis careen prompt me, then i rmb! step out in faith! hopefully i made him felt welcomed.
the sermon was great! simply love everything!! presence so strong. tears flowing all the way down.. woohoo.. the sermon to me personally's quite long, so i think i'll skip typing all out. ask me if u wanna know what i've experienced!!

thanks guys, to those who stood by me. thru my difficult times. i really appreciate and love you all though i dont keep i love you always on my mouth. but to let u all know, i really love each of you.
to my heartie vanx: thx for being there. always listening to me when i really down. but the time i just went past, i din share with u. cos i know that we're all having our down times. hope u understand. Love ya.
to cindy my gd fren: though i may not be ur gd fren, just ur casual fren. but to me, i treat you as my gd fren. there're times when i said nth. do nth. but deep down, i know how u're feeling. i know u're unhappy now. but u're trying hard to stand up. but when we're weak, lets share out ok? dont hide. when u have no one to cry to, i can lend u my ears and shoulders. pls dont feel inferior to me pls. cos u're my gd fren. take gd care.
to john: u're my listening ear. but i also hope to listen to you when things aren't right for you. i may not do much. but i can lend u my ears too. dont always try to make me smile. but u urself smile too!!
to dave: u're the one who made me smile after so many days of frowns. thanks alot. u still got the way. =) u're the one who loved mee also.. haha
to others who i haven mention: ppl like jiawen, zhixiang, zhu da ge, CS, and lots more.. u guys too, encouraged and made me feel so loved. ask abt how i'm doing.. i've found my confidence back. and i'm back to the usual self. like what i promised, i'll bring my smiles on. yes! i am!! thx alot. Love you guys!!
to kun: u're leaving to another svc and section. but we'll always rmb you!!
to mel: i missed you so much.. when can we go gym? heex..
to chong ma, jas: u two arh.. miss u two so much also.. so long no talk.. haha.. catch up soon yea?

sorry for the long post. but thanks for ur patience to read till here. lolx. God bless all of you.

posted by Yan @ 5/02/2005 10:41:00 AM