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i think my tagboard spoil liao. lolx. i'm a stupid gal la. whatever i dont know how to fix means spoilt. anyway, i cant tagg!! so sorry, can reply jiawen. thx for ur concern!! i appreciate it!!it's sunday. cell grp meeting and service. i'm serving today also.. lolx. hmmm, today cgm msg was abt commitment. letting go.. personally, i felt that i've let go quite alot, maybe not enough ba. ermm.. i dont know what to say abt you already. anyway, we still love you even though u said those stuffs. and for another you, i hope u really meant ur word, and know wat are your priorities well. it gives me a feeling that you're not responsible. do prove me wrong.
WE'RE MOVING to s'pOrE eXpo!!!! basically, our church population is getting bigger and bigger. with 6 svcs, we cant contain all of us anymore. yes, s'pore expo is far for me. near for some lobsters. and some ppl living in the east. but i believe, we're all hungry for God and with faith-filled, we surely wont care abt the distance. anyway, i'm living in the middle. lolx. its ok.
i just heard from someone chatting with me now via msn. he was telling me that my classmates were telling funny jokes abt my church. and my religion. he asked how i feel.
well~ i did feel very upset about what they said. at first. but now, i take all this kinda things easily. ok, do you choose ur frens by their religion? if u are, and u're anti-christianity, then dont try to be friend with me and laugh at me and my religion inside. i dont mind losing a fren with two faces. and i strongly feel that it's not wrong for me to be a christian. anyway, whatever u all say or insult or laugh at, wont shake my faith. give up if u're trying to. religion is a personal thing. i have the right to believe what i believe. well, it might be that maybe u're not even open to know more abt the religion and u're trying to talk things out of something which u dont really know. however, u can criticise my religion, but i'll nv criticise back. and i never did.
i believe also, if you consider urself as my friend, my religion is not a prob to stop the friendship from going. so what if i'm a christian, am i a very bad person? yea, i may not meet ur needs and be there for you guys, i may hurt u guys at times, but am i a very bad gal? i didn't teach you to murder or steal. i didn't influence you badly. did i? if i did, pls tell me. i'll change for the better.isit wrong to have a christian fren? c'mon, lets be more open.
sorry readers reading this long post. some of you may not understand why i'm coming so hard on this topic. i've been trying to explain myself. and i really dont understand why ppl cant be open to other religions. i'll stop here for this.
chinese exam is coming. all of us, pls work hard!! jia you!!
**to ppl whom i hurt before: maybe the hurt is still there. i apologise for my mistakes. i'm sorry if i offended you b4. i'm sorry if i said bad things abt you. this reminds me of her. sorry. but however, i cant bring myself to talk to you again. i'll try. i'm sorry if i came harshly on anyone. i'm sorry if i troubled anyone over little things. i'm truely sorry for everything that i did which upsets anyone.
this is a long post. thanks for reading till here. lolx. =)
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