Sunday, June 05, 2005

dont understand

i just dont understand.

i dont know what i meant to you.
it seems so well. but it wasn't that way.
u seemed to be the closest. but the fact is i'm just dreaming
i am just a nobody. to anyone.

i'm just here for ppl to dislike me.
i'm ok with all this.
i'm not ok frankly.
i dont know why i'm still living,
here, like nobody's business when i really want someone to care.

why is it that u said u'll be here. and u're not.
why u act differently like what u said.

i really dont understand.
i seemed like i know everything related to myself.
but it's all illusions.

lastly, pls dont say u care when u dont care.
and dont promise me things that u cant fulfil.
dont act like i'm someone impt to you when u're actually disliking me.
it's better if u come frank.

thanks so much for reading all these craps.

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