Saturday, May 28, 2005

I'M DRAINED. HAYWIRED. STRESSED UP!
I WANNA CRY OUT LOUD. I NEED A BREAK. I'M AFRAID I CAN TAKE IT NO MORE.
I NEED HELP. I DONT WANT TO BE THIS WAY.
I BROKE DOWN ONCE AGAIN.
it seems like no one cares. tears flow like running water. the person i need is not here. i need a shoulder to cry on.
why keep putting stress on me? i'm not a superwoman too. and i'm now sick. with flu and cough. feeling terrible.
i dont want to proof to anyone. i just want to do my best. the results dont matter. as long as i've tried my best. this is how i wanna live. and it's the way i can make myself less stress.
targets?? i lost them. now. i'm totally stressed out and i cant think of anything else except my exam on mon. what else can i think off? nothing.
``gal with wild ideas is dead for the time being.

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WISHLIST
*surprises!!
*CAR!!! license first...
*super mini shih tzu + all maintenance for the puppy.
*Sony Cybershot DSC-T20 PINK
*iPOD PINK
*Emicakes' Durian Cake
*super BIG BAG of Golden Boronia Nougat, Original Crunchy!
*big bags eg. NUM's size
*NKJV Bible, preferably Precious Moments
*Denim Jacket
*Ed Hardy teeS esp the ones with diamond studs
*earring hanger/stand
*stylo belts
*personalised EZ-link card
*digital weighing scale
*yummy birthday meals
*Gucci Envy Me perfume
*Crocs footwear
*the special words
*and more! give me some time to think.. any little thing counts actually. =)
***definitely cash vouchers are good too.. HAHAHA


TO GET...
*new more tops
*black pants
*2 pairs of jeans
* 2 flats
*1 heels 1 wedge(we always dont get enough. hehe)
*cosmetics
*one whole day out to relax including duck tour
*Batam A&W!!!
*ESCAPE Theme Park
*Korean Pure black lens
*KTV on my Bday
*shed 5kgs
*Pariss International Buffet
*make sushi
*new Nokia handphone
*cycling
*learn swimming
*vocals course
*Canto class
*Basic Jap and Korean language course
*new hair colour
*Cable Car Ride



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