rot.
as usual, i'm rotting at home again the whole day. slept for abt 13hrs before getting myself outta bed. i'm simply just a pig. lobb`` was asking if i'm studying hard or still rotting. oh yea, i'm still rotting. lolx.suddenly i felt so upset. why? i just feel that i lack of love. not from God. as i know He'll always love me. but from my friends and ppl ard me. maybe i'm thinking too much? or it's just so. just telling myself, dont yi xiang qing yuan larr. why should i give so much of my love. i mean love for friends and the rest. but i just cant harden my heart to not love them. i'm always sweet talking to my blog instead of telling them straight. cos i cant imagine myself saying 'i love you' to anyone face to face liao. pai seh lar.. but truely, i really want someone, or some ppl to love me.
sometimes i feel that there's always an urge for me to do something. but everytime, that verse just came to my mind. and that's also why i'm not hurrying anything. just wanna live my life to the max. =)
I WANT MY ICE CREAM!!! lolx, and my pool. i think i really have to wait and go dream abt all this. there's still a meeting for me tmr. plus a wedding dinner to attend to. and gotta wake up early for breakfast with CS. tmr's schedule fully planned.
live life to the fullest. =p
how i wish, someone would know where i'll go, what i'll do and how i feel when i just keep quiet.
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