Christ in Yan

as i'm blogging down here. typing each letter, tears are flowing once again.

yes, it's sadness i can say. i'm gonna see a friend going off again. i didn't manage to see kaie loon off. and also ben. though we're still in contact with ting, frankly the feeling is not like as one whole big grp in sec2.
i'm recalling the past.
how we were formed.
the things we went through.
the jokes we made on teachers.
the fun and laughters, sorrows and everything we almost shared.
yes, at times we left you aside and made u seemed so unaccepted.
but we actually really do care alot.
and i never give up hope on you. at all.
i wanna encourage you, but i just dont know how to start.
though we weren't that close, but u're always someone i care and love.
i cant imagine a day w/o you making fun of each of us.
i still want to see you sitting at our bench eating that plain porridge.
i wish~~
everything will make a change immediately.
time can be turned back.
i will encourage and try to not let u be led to that gangs.
it's partly my fault. for not taking that first step.
i wonder if i still have that chance. ever.
whatever it is, how regretful and sad i am now, i cant change anything.
i just wanna ask you to take care.
hope u rmb what i told u b4 not long ago.
i'll always miss you and you'll always be on my mind.
i wanna see you very soon.
i hope at that time all the lamers can really gather.
to see all the 17 of us tgt, will be my greatest joy.
at that time will be tears of joy.
kaie loon:: i dont know by what means can i get you. but i really miss you alot. will you come back to find us before our looks change and you cant recognise us?
ben:: yes, u're coming back soon. but leaving after some time. i really want to see all of us altogether again.
ting ting:: i hope that kinda big grp feeling will come back very soon.
eugene:: never forget us. we'll always think of you.

i'm losing ppl as time goes by. but i know, we'll all come back together one day. yes, you may say fat-hope or i can wish. but i really do wish that day will come.

__tearss``__

posted by Yan @ 7/07/2005 03:55:00 PM