Christ in Yan

my life has been in such a cycle.
-------- morning wake up, take bus to school. after school bus home. do some hmwk, sleep. then the next morning the same thing again. this is my schedule for mon to fri.
except for today, thurs, i get to sleep longer, cook some food for myself and my nephew. hees.
thank God school isn't that boring till i'll grumble about going to school each day! unlike the days in secondary school when school starts at 7.30am, and i have to wake up at 6.30am the latest and cab to school.
that results in me having lesser sleep, spending more money for not being late. =/
but i somehow miss those days when i drag myself out of bed. ha. contradicting? but they're really memories for me to remember.

oh ya, the pasar malam at khatib is gonna open soon!!! and i'm gonna have more yummy food. lalala. the food in pasar malam is cheap, and yummy. i love the sharkfin soup. though it's FAKE, it's nicer than those real ones! they contain more ingredients than those real ones. really, try it. =) me and lun are crazy over it and are awaiting the stall to open. hehes.

things are going well for me. so i'll always reply a good to regards messages. dont blame me for giving such boring replies, because i dont have other words to describe now. sometimes good, sometimes bad. fine.
i only really share my thoughts to people who i know well and trust.

a moment ago, i read this ''certificate'' thing given by someone on Christmas last year, and i feel so upset. cos it seems like i can no longer show that kinda care, chat and find out whats bothering the person anymore. haii.
*always being there when i need you. do i? no longer. i dont even know if the person is upset anot.
*understanding my moods and knowing my dearest desires. no longer either..
*loving me when i'm up or down and in-between. no longer, as i said i dont even know what the person is doing lately.
*being a source of patience, love, and strength, even when i'm irrational. no longer too. =(
*somehow bringing out the best in me. almost no contact, how to?

i agree with what the cert stated, that was when we were in the best of best friends time. now, not. i miss the friendship, brother and sister relationship.
so far till now, i guess the person still knows me the best compared to my other closer friends.
time has passed, memories may have been forgotten. but the friendship is still hanging.
i realised i have lost loads of contact with my friends. somehow, somewhere, someone shall take the first step.
however, i'm still trying to find time to contact those people. so, i shall stop here and go do my homework, leave home for school and meanwhile contact them.

ya, i also owe some lunch meal dates with various people. i'll really find time.. =/

last of all, i didn't forget two persons birthday!!!
4th of April, Eric turned 17. happy belated birthday over here! cos i wished him on the day itself.
today, 6th April, Cindy turned 17 too!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

and my birthday.................... still long. 27th Sept. come quick come quick. i cant wait to grow one year older. though it wont make any difference. hees.

posted by Yan @ 4/06/2006 11:14:00 AM