Christ in Yan

just finished talking to van not long ago. van, i feel i'm always repeating the same thing. becos i also care for you ma. so u must really take this seriously hor. must be accountable. to God, your ldrs and me!! i'm your friend! haha

actually i wanna blog about this issue a few days ago but i somehow forgot about it. nvm, since peg reminded me in the evening, i shall talk about it now. HEIGHT. though this topic is a little sensitive to many people, but i think i can talk about my own opinion.
sometimes, i really envy girls with long legs and are really tall. when a person is tall, can wear many different cuttings of clothes. even when u wear some ugly skirt, people will still admire you. i'm not asking for admiration but thats what i really think.
on the other hand, girls who're not-so tall, i think it's really ok ma. WE have our own features. though we might not have the height to see higher things or when we look at people we need to lift or tilt our heads, personally i'm quite satisfied alrdy. cos it's easy for us to squeeze among the people, barge into the malls when it's sales time, and somehow getting out of a crowd super fast. so not-so tall people, dont worry!! i love the not-so tall people too!! thats why there're heels! hehe.

another thing, alone in a train is really not a very interesting thing. for me, i will always count the number of stops more to Dhoby Ghaut w/o NewPaper. i dread taking the train w/o papers or books. cos it's really boring. though sometimes i feel irritated when people ''peep'' into my papers, i understand why now cos i peep into one ytd out of boredom too! it's simply so boring till a cabin of lonely people can notice one cockroach run ard. hehe!!!! i rmbed there was once i saw a worm!!! OMG! how did a worm end up in the train? alright, then it was crawling happily. then, it crawled up to the person sitting opposite me's leather shoe!!! HAHA. i was laughing inside. i really wanna go tell the person about that wormy. but i dont have the guts to do so. lol. enough of nonsense.

lunch was not bad too. haha, 4 girls laughing like mad lor. and i couldn't stop laughing and giggling away with that van's look lor. just so funny. omg!!! and peg also, let mikki touch her head to help her guess who. haha!! at least this week ends off well. =)
CG BBQ tmr! and sunday service; marriage course!!!! haha. people like me who always cant wait to get married should go. haha, jk la.

physics light test which i did last week, it's bad la. but compared to last year the same topic, at least this time i scored a 66.3%. much much better than the E8 last year. i'm satisfied too. i know i can do better.

i'm sleepy and yawning away alrdy. shall offline soon and pray!! thank God for the opportunity man. i'm really so happy that God really is trying to confirm and assure me. PRESS ON!

we should be satisfied with what we have now and move on to a higher level. what if we were to compare our height with others who're handicap? we have legs to stand, some dont even get the chance to feel the ground. so why should we feel so upset about? what if you got a lesser score than usual? think about those who cant even hold a pen to write? or those who cant even have the chance to study? i feel that afterall we still need to thank God for all the things we have, the state we're at now whether it's good or bad. always look at things in a brighter way. open up and really depend on God, not the title, the pressure by man. let God help u do the final decision, not your flesh. so VAN, i hope u get what i meant by the previous paragraph. talk to me if you feel a need to. =)

posted by Yan @ 7/22/2006 01:36:00 AM