Friday, May 06, 2005

argh!!

almost broke out in tears this morning outside the hall. so nervous!! it's the first time i'm having exams in my life with education..!! nervous!! lolx

trying to stretch my brain. increase the capacity for my ss to go in. but it seems not to work well. i just cant concentrate at home. so much temptation. tv, pc, bed!!! argh~~ feel like dozing off right away. *keeping eyes off the bed*

anyway, this is mid-yr. not that gan giong!! this is only my revision for o!!! heex..

i realised actually there's someone who's going thru what i'm going thru. i really wish i can be there for you. u're my bro. u're also someone i trust. in my eyes, u always appear to be so strong. but today, u just appeared weak to me. i know there's a need for me to lend my listening ear. i'll take time out to listen to you no matter how busy i am. i can sacrifice anything just to be there for you. when u're weak, dont be afraid to show me. i can be the one who u can turn to when u have no one to talk to. you're my fren. you're my bro. u're someone who share many memories we had at mos. rmb? stand up!! dont fall will you? CS, GOD LOVES YOU!!

-/ suddenly i felt lost at words. i dont seem to console him well. i'll pray for you. and for everything i'm going through now. maybe i just went thru my down times. i've recovered from my down time. i stood up. and be strong again!!

//now.. tv time!!! heex.. everyone, we can go thru this. though time still seems difficult even when we chose not to care, we must understand that there're ups and downs in our life. this is just one period we have to conquer! be strong!!!

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