dumb gal
i'm truly really that duMb. to think i've already studied just b4 i enter the exam hall, i still can forget all the formulas. handed in a also 'empty' answer script. yes, all i attempted. but all rubbish! i'm stupid. anyone can change my stupidity?again, angry with myself. I WANNA SCREAM!!
next is chem. tmr. let's see how am i gonna die again. i'll really study for the paper. hard. i'll try not to have nap this afternoon.
was extreme cold today. and the fan was just next to me. wooo~~ freezing. spent the rest of the 45min(remaining time after i finish physics) blowing my nose. not that loud la. so didn't disturb christina. lolx.
yea. i gonna go practice now. memorize chem. i shall not give up easily until i tried my very best. even so, dont give up too!! this's the spirit we all must have! whatever the result we'll get, at least we know we've tried our best. =)
i admit i didn't put in much effort. but i'll put more. at least i revise. now worried for my art. i dunno how to complete 10 pcs in a few days time. anyone help me pls? tell me~~~ tell me exam is over.
tell me you love me. tell me that u care. though it may not be true, the words i'll hold them in me. anyone? pls encourage me by telling me all this. i dont wanna fall.
i feel like sleeping. dont feel like waking up from that sleep. may that sleep just bring away all my unhappiness or pek chek-ness or whatever that's stoping me from smiling w/o fakes.
**i still thank God for these tough and difficult days.
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