j.n.r
today's headline:
CAUGHT J.N.R IN ACTION.
i felt he was so unlucky to be caught by us. actually is jie caught him. oh c'mon, face what u've done. why hide? and u might not know till now, i know jes and she knows me. feel like banging wall le right? too bad.. we discovered quite late though, but thank God none of us fall into ur trap. sad hor? anyway, i didn't meant to say all this. but, i feel there's a need. dont u feel a little shameful of ur acts? kinda despo. yucks. why we getting soo angry abt it? cos we just cant tolerate what u've done or even doing it now. oh, who knows what u can be up to each time.
slept at two last night. was online till 1am and and crapping with someone thinking of the future. *vomit* i'm gonna have a pool table in my house in future. lolx. i know u're laughing at ur screen now. see, i can make u smile =) then on the phone with gcl. kinda spread the Word. can reach out hor? haha.
had practical exam today. dunno wat i doing again. keep dropping this and that. plasticine into the cylinder? lolx. i'm not that very foolish to squeeze it in when i see that it's impossible to make it come out. alot of e others need to change cylinder. lolx.
after paper went up to library. only containing shift one ppl at first. it's noisy enough for me to want to memorize. tried to find a corner and settle down. that place was kinda quieter compare to where i sat before that. trying to memorize then they throw books. hey, it's a library and everyone is trying to study for exams. spare a thought. and fancy throwing books over to e opp. at this age? u're 16 already manx. time to grow up. library is for the ppl in sch. if u dont appreciate just leave it. dont spoil the books.
anyway, i managed to somehow understand chapter 6 with all those shouting and throwing of shoes. (sister johnnie. i'm talking abt you.) dont wanna care much liao. i've already blown up just now abt e throwing of books. didnt blame them of get angry with them, cos i think perhaps it's how they can relieve their stress.
had lunch with vannie and johnnie. he's the gay!!! lolx. oh no, i felt i kinda zi bi nowadays. a lil quiet liao. nvm, maybe kinda stress up. what he said ytd really gimme some stress. pls pls dont impose pressure on me. i really will breakdown and cry. and dont try me. i dont want depression again. let me work in my own pace. i know what's impt. dont worry.
i felt so unhappy throughout today. felt invisible manx. nvm, it's ok. but whenever i felt down or not right, i get better after listening to praise and worhsip songs. they do help and remind us that God Loves Us. we're not alone. He's always with us.
i have to get on with my memorizing liao. need to memorize 3 chapters min. pray for me everyone. those who knows me knows i've got STM. i cant afford to have them at this time. tmr is hist paper.
-// thank God for today.
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