Thursday, May 26, 2005

upset

now blogging with teary eyes. never did i know that my friends ard me couldn't stand me. un til now. just gotta know it via someone. i'm sorry if i made u even more stress. truely sorry. right now i'm trying to call teachers and ask for thi few days leave to study at home. still waiting for reply.

maybe with me not going to sch. it benefits me and the rest of my classmates. they wont hear me scolding them, starting conflicts like today, quarrelled with kiateng. i can give no stress to ppl. and wont affect ppl by my mood. the thing is, i am stressed. i feel best is dont talk to me in case i'll start getting 'crazy' again.

truely hope my 'applied' leave can be approve. i wanna have the best for all of us. oh, i'm not sounding noble here. it's just that the days are not much. it's only 5 days left. i dont think it's the right time if we're to think so hard abt what kinda environment we wanna study in. just choose one which is most suitable for you.

for me, library will be the best for me. it's not that i feel that going ur hse is ma fan cindy. but u saw it urself, i can just fall asleep anytime where there's sofa and stuffs. library is the most best place. yeap. hope u understand this point. =)

just gotta know i can study elsewhere. i can go sch but study on my own. miss tan wan sui!! lolx.

anyway, i know everyone is stressed. hereby i apologise to everyone if i scolded or stress any of you. sorry.

i think i misses someone.

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