Christ in Yan

it's not a fine day for me.
the morning b4 i even went out of hse already got me into tears and anger.
anyway, it went off once i met my go-sch-kaki. =)

in sch::
simply miss him so so much. i guess i never would miss him so much.
eugene, come back. if time could turn back~ if i could wish of~
we miss you. ur laughters. ur jokes.
for some of us, our last view of him was his backview.
that backview seemed so upset, so unwanted.
let me tell you.
u're never unwanted.
we never ever let you off. give up hopes on you.
YOU'RE NOT FORGOTTEN!
we've plan ur bday party for you.
but u dont seem to know.
i guess it's very hard or even impossible for u to know it anymore.
you left without a word, leaving us only a view of ur backview.
i'm so sad.
writing so much though u wont even take a look, but i feel better.
at least i confessed here.
eugene, we really do love you alot. it's true.

why are we regretting now? what's the point? nth will change anymore.
i really want to treasure the ones who're left with me now.
i dont want u guys to leave me ever.

p.s friends, pls always help me by calling me and even a msg to let me know you care. i'll reply too.

i love all of you.

__tears once more``__

posted by Yan @ 7/09/2005 05:40:00 AM