Christ in Yan

this is my no. 500 entry! i think it has been a few yrs since i started blogging.
reading the first few entries really made me feel like i've grown up, not totally to an adult, but not a kid. hehe

anyway, today was really very restless at work. i wonder why every monday i have no motivation to work. hahah, i shall learn to love my mondays!!!

i've got so much things that i wanna do, but seems like time is nv enough or just right for me.

i wanna go ZOO! KTV! POOL! EXERCISE! VOLLEYBALL! WALK AROUND! CYCLE! MOVIES. and blah blah.......... but i dont have anyone to go with me. =( is my idea of going to the Zoo so stupid? hmmm, maybe i just wanna experience the life i had.

btw, my keyboard is spoiling. i'm typing like super hard now. ARGH! it better dont break down if not i'm gonna break its limbs.HAHAHHAHAH!

haiii... i just feel like taking a break, fulfilling what i wanted to do, but i'm always cut halfway. ARGH!

posted by Yan @ 2/26/2007 10:06:00 PM 0 Comments

oh yes! let me blog blog blog. hahaha. updates for the past few days.... let me think where i can start from. hmmmmmmm....

CNY? alrights. hehe
Day 1 : was home the whole day. watching my that hua yang shao nian while my relatives gather outside, chit chat, watch tv and the kids in my room jumping ard. hehe, but i was to immerse into the show that i couldn't care much about my surroundings. wu zun is VERY SHUAI, CUTE... erm, charming to round it off. haha. i'm still waiting for the Episode 14 to be uploaded. collection for the day was still not that bad. same old ppl who gave. was still blessed! i'm blessed! went to dayi's house in the night, played some mahjong. then after that headed to rachel's house for mahjong too. hehe, was short of one "leg" as yq didn't come that early. so had supper when he arrived, then the mahjong started. ray came at 3+am. then carried on the mahjong till 6+am. i sang in the middle of the night till the sun rises. HAHAHA

Day 2 : woke up late as i didn't sleep at all the last night. went to maternal side as usual. haha, hang ard. went to shop with all the shuttles down. hahaha! so basically day 2 was like that.

Day 3 : was supposed to go Jing's house. but i woke up late, and i tot the guys will be coming over soon. so i decided not to go and stay home, prepare the refreshments. went to shop and save to get the drinks and blah. unexpectedly, my cg members came before my ministry members. hehe. was only two of them, but i'm still happy! =) mum wasn't home that day as they went to wai po's house to check if they needed to admit her to the hospital. yea so, lunch with sx and mich. then rushed back for the ushers. =) big group of them, played Bluff, then Indian Poker. haha, my idea of drinking almost half a bottle of coke at one shot was rather crazy. but hopefully they enjoyed themselves.

then went over to Rach's house. her mum cooked Bee Hoon for all of us. and had a short mtg with the 4s2 ldrs. and off we go to Ray's house! another few rounds of mahjong, chit chatting then i decided to leave. when i've got nth to do at night, i ask zx if he wanted to go movie as what mich suggested in the morning. so yea.. went and watched Norbit. i only like the funny parts. hehe!

Wed : Started working!!! was super tired, and restless on the first day of work.went to SGSS to conduct the workshop for the last time, was rather good. =)

Thurs : Staff CNY Reunion Lunch. super nice. aunty Eng is a good cook! =p yummy~~~~ caught another movie again at night, Just Follow Law. not a bad show, i think i quite like the show too. hehe, all the funny ones. i must catch Mr Bean when the show is out! open for dates now! HAHA.

Fri : Nth much, didn't record anything in my diary, so i cant rmb now. =( poor memory. heheh. lao le. oh ya! i think i went to Jo's house to bai nian! but before that went bishan with kris to get her stuffs. she bought me a belt. =) thank God for the blessing. so blessed to be loved by the ppl ard me. =))

Sat : woke up at 6am to prepare to go to the Airport. Fifi left for Perth on sat to further her studies alrdy. i miss her liao. =( but i know it's for something greater!! PTL! after that went home for a super short nap, then off to CGM at Aaron's place. after that fellowship with CG, went MOS for dinner, and i suddenly felt like going back to wrap burgers. hehehe. bought some materials to do a card for Jarrod. thank God it turned out nice. so happy! went out at 9+ again to help zx get his contact lens. which is $11 cheaper per pair.

Sun : woke up at 5.15am to do the sandwiches for the group breakfast. was challenging myself for every loaf. haha! i'll always create some excitement for myself. E2 for the duty. not that bad,everything was filled. Liu Geng Hong came, performed. first time see him in person. and Pst Kong!! was only 2m away from him..... was like wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... hahahha. after service, went for BS, i must faster clear what i haven attend!!!aiyoyoyo. then join my members a while. to Macau Express for 4s2 leaders meeting.... lao yu sheng... then off to orchard to find Kris. acc bought some clothes and shoes, she really can spend!! aiyo. i bought nth. haha!

on the way to Dayi's house. QS called, asked if i wanna meet the sembawang ppl for pool at OCC. and since there're ard yishun, i met them and went OCC. few matches of pool. was rather restless in playing. but the catch up was still good afterall! =))

and now, i'm back home. finishing my last sentence and off to bed soon!

*i really wanna be discipline to exercise! i must slim down and get rid of my bak kua!!! i wanna grow taller too! i wanna go KTV! i wanan practise singing, i wanna join Superstar! HAHAH

posted by Yan @ 2/26/2007 12:42:00 AM 0 Comments

WOW! my last post was on 13 Feb...... thats quite long since i blogged. ok, shall extract what to blog from my diary.

14th feb : Valentine's Day and Bernard's Birthday. It's also Fifi's last day. =( Centre was really super sweet, made little things for each other.. sabie gave one m&ms, LC made those little heart very pretty thing.. EP made us balloons, i've got a penguin with a flower. super cute! and Fifi left me a small card for her departure.
We had our lunch at Buddy Hoagies, last lunch with Fifi. thereafter me and sabie proceeded to SGSS for our workshop. Before we left the centre, we had a farewell hug with Fifi. couldn't control, but just cried. though it's only a few months since i joined DFSC, but i can really feel their love and concern for me. YES I DO! i think... there may not be another chance of getting such nice working environment. having colleagues who cared and recommend what to study.. encouraging.. with any problem, they'll listen. when i shed my tears, there'll be a shoulder for me to lean on.. when i needed support, there'll always be. when a qns is asked, i'll definately get more than just the one answer itself.
I LOVE THEM! Thank God. =)

Though it was V.day, didn't really spend with any special someone, and i do not have one! haha. after work, went Causeway Point to get the nieces' shoes.. helped mum look for a suitable fan for the hall. and yea, spent quite some time. didn't get any clothes for myself for that 3hrs.
After that, Ray called and by right i should pass them something. so Ping drove me back home and i changed for a plain top and headed to AMK to meet the rest to Rach's grandma's wake.
mum was kinda not happy when i wanted to go to the wake. However, i managed to talk her round. As she knows that Rachel is also my good friend, and i am one who wants to stand by my friend. She got no choice but to let me down.. didn't really scold me, everything was almost fine. reached home at 4am and feel asleep soon after that.

Rachel asked how come i was at the wake on the cab home. i couldn't tell her the reason verbally, but i told her in a sms how i felt.

To everyone, i'm not a very verbal person. i cant express my feelings well verbally. but really do keep in mind, if you're a friend of mine, my concern and love will definately be with u. just that, i cant express well. this is also a challenge to me for this year. Thank You! help me, by making me confess my concerns and love if necessary. HAHA.

15 Feb : CNY Service. attended Service 2. sat with my members as they managed to book CA03. requested to serve at CA01-03. was a great service. RELATIONSHIPS.
btw, i've got 5 goodie bags home. and 10 angbaos. hehe, not for my own, but for others. though i really looked like one auntie from a market, opps, spoilt image. reached home at ard 12..

Yesterday : Regina's daughter came to our centre! had a super great time with her. she's so cute.....!!!! hahahhaha. will post her photo soon. =) and we closed at 4pm! so i left for home and was kept busy decorating the house, went NTUC with mummy to get the items she missed out. came back and done all the forecast for next week. PTL! i managed to call everyone, and i've got everyone's forecast into the system. waiting for my attendance to be uploaded then i can update everything! didn't want to interupt my team while they are busying visiting or entertaining. and i can foresee myself as busy over this few days as well. hehe.

and TODAY! will be meeting Kris to go Bugis to do my last min shopping also. i still need one more dress. =/// i'm kinda hesitant of going bugis, it's gonna be super pack. but, i'll still go and chop chop finish shopping, come back for reunion dinner.

will be opening my house for ppl to bai nian on Tues. have allocated diff slots. 4S2 and EG, 11.30am. CG 12pm, friends u can come anytime within this slots. =) you may also stay as long as u want but noon i may be going out for visitation too. so, let me know if you're coming then i can ake arrangements!!

ENJOY THIS CNY!!! =)

posted by Yan @ 2/17/2007 11:53:00 AM 0 Comments

super sad now. sometimes we tend to overlook the small little things.
but when the small little things are actually important to the other party concerned, and its overlooked, it's just that sad to the person, which is me now.

anyway, just forget about it and carry on man. i still have a beautiful colourful life to lead. =)

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!

posted by Yan @ 2/13/2007 10:57:00 PM 0 Comments

spent a good 13hrs at Expo. WOAH! but it was a great time there. hehe. enjoyed.

did D2 for the first time, had prayer mtg, then section mtg late in the noon till 7+pm. wow! too lazy to type all the details. cos i just sent my duty evaluation. mtg minutes out. so.... spare me today! super duper tired alrdy. though i can type the minutes another day, but i wanna type it immediately in case i forget any details tmr. so yea, i'm miss panda now! hahaha.

alrights, let me go to bed first. gonna experience something different tmr morning! =)

posted by Yan @ 2/05/2007 12:14:00 AM 0 Comments

wow! we're alrdy into Feb. i think time really flies... i didn't realise its feb until i was recording the stuffs at work ytd. think working has really help me past my days fast. wonder if i'm in school... prob i'll so look forward to the end of the year. hehe.

as i said, time flies. and next week, i'll be getting my O lvl results!!! got my password also. hmmmm.... really hope my dream come true. haha, i dreamt about getting all A2s for my O's!!! wow! and i cried in the dream.. as well as physically. goodness... am i stress? hahahha!!!

went for service ytd. Pastor Ulf came, and he shared about Blessings!!! hehehe. yea, i'm so blessed!!

hmmmmmmmmmmm... what should i say now? actually i'm rather short of words now. hehe, shall go spend time with my family now. =))

posted by Yan @ 2/03/2007 02:50:00 PM 0 Comments