i'm so tired.
basically a nice day.
free periods.
pool.
movie.
and the chasing after bus.
lazy to type more words now.
off to bed for a whole day of sentosa tmr.
nites all! =)
Christ in Yan
Friday, September 30, 2005
Thursday, September 29, 2005
omg. it seemed like such a long day today.
aching all over.
and somebody is telling me it's symptoms of dengue.
so tired!!!
just reached home. and its not weekend yet.
school as usual tmr.
and the whole friday is packed. yay!!!
that means, i shall have an early night for the whole day tmr! =))
nites all! love ya!
aching all over.
and somebody is telling me it's symptoms of dengue.
so tired!!!
just reached home. and its not weekend yet.
school as usual tmr.
and the whole friday is packed. yay!!!
that means, i shall have an early night for the whole day tmr! =))
nites all! love ya!
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
wheee. the first day of the start of 16!! =))
loads of other stuffs in life will come. very soon.
and thinkings should be like my age.
there'll definately be a change somewhere somehow.
the new chapter begins.
as we all know, i have to face o's right now.
and basing on my prelims results, i cant go anywhere else.
but thats prelims.
i'm working towards o's.
which is 34days later.
all the best to me.
when i only pass my languages in prelims.
work hard all. =)
pasta again. lolx.
i tempted her.
then she tempted me.
so both of us got tempted and had it.
so full!!
even after my sleep, i still dont feel digested. omg.
just woke up from my nap. =x
gonna start my study-in-30-days journey soon. =))
nites all!
loads of other stuffs in life will come. very soon.
and thinkings should be like my age.
there'll definately be a change somewhere somehow.
the new chapter begins.
as we all know, i have to face o's right now.
and basing on my prelims results, i cant go anywhere else.
but thats prelims.
i'm working towards o's.
which is 34days later.
all the best to me.
when i only pass my languages in prelims.
work hard all. =)
pasta again. lolx.
i tempted her.
then she tempted me.
so both of us got tempted and had it.
so full!!
even after my sleep, i still dont feel digested. omg.
just woke up from my nap. =x
gonna start my study-in-30-days journey soon. =))
nites all!
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
wishing myself happy sweet 16!
all that i wanted didn't come true.
i shall spend my dinner alone today.
i dont wanna eat with the ppl who dont wanna have dinner with me at all. =((
anyway, my friends made me happy la. haa. =))
not by their gifts, but by their sincerity.
shall show them here.
my first bday gift which was given at the beginning of sept. from section 11!!!! =) i believe there's a reason behind it. want me to write my mi jue is it??? haa.
my 2nd gift. received on the mid-autumn celebration. from my papa!!! waikit!! =))
thirdly, received on friday. this is from alan! omg, gave me a pig with some stuffs inside. haa. well, it resembles me right? thanks! **i wont forget the things i saw! =)
2days ago, from my cg w125!!! =)) towel cum bag.
from today::
this is from half the lamers' girls. jiawen, yuting, karinda and huiwen.
somemore that jiawen!!! made fun of me. took the whole thingy up in the parade square. xia sway. eeeeyerrr!!
this is from the other two girls. CINDY & VANESSA. (is the font big enough? haa.) btw, this pair is too small. =x
this is from angela!! my erm..... 6 years friend! =)) lao you wan sui! thanks for the photo. love it. =)
of course, this two are from my mum and auntie. aunt's so sweet. =) love you two mummies!
of course, thanks for all the dinners.
not forgetting the sweet messages i received via msn and sms+testimonials in friendster!
love you guys loads! =))
all that i wanted didn't come true.
i shall spend my dinner alone today.
i dont wanna eat with the ppl who dont wanna have dinner with me at all. =((
anyway, my friends made me happy la. haa. =))
not by their gifts, but by their sincerity.
shall show them here.
my first bday gift which was given at the beginning of sept. from section 11!!!! =) i believe there's a reason behind it. want me to write my mi jue is it??? haa.
my 2nd gift. received on the mid-autumn celebration. from my papa!!! waikit!! =))
thirdly, received on friday. this is from alan! omg, gave me a pig with some stuffs inside. haa. well, it resembles me right? thanks! **i wont forget the things i saw! =)
2days ago, from my cg w125!!! =)) towel cum bag.
from today::
this is from half the lamers' girls. jiawen, yuting, karinda and huiwen.
somemore that jiawen!!! made fun of me. took the whole thingy up in the parade square. xia sway. eeeeyerrr!!
this is from the other two girls. CINDY & VANESSA. (is the font big enough? haa.) btw, this pair is too small. =x
this is from angela!! my erm..... 6 years friend! =)) lao you wan sui! thanks for the photo. love it. =)
of course, this two are from my mum and auntie. aunt's so sweet. =) love you two mummies!
of course, thanks for all the dinners.
not forgetting the sweet messages i received via msn and sms+testimonials in friendster!
love you guys loads! =))
Monday, September 26, 2005
why am i passing tthe last few minutes like this?
with tears washing my face.
i guess i probably had too much sadness in this 15yrs?
but i thought i was always smiling?
why why why??
i dont wanna think so much.
i chose to not ask.
i chose to just be a happy myself.
but i still need to face the fact.
with tears washing my face.
i guess i probably had too much sadness in this 15yrs?
but i thought i was always smiling?
why why why??
i dont wanna think so much.
i chose to not ask.
i chose to just be a happy myself.
but i still need to face the fact.
back from town.
met cs at 2+pm.
discuss the stuffs for sat.
then uncle roy for dinner.
wheeee`` pastamania.
so full now. cant digest. =x
good day. had some great laughs.
one more hour to go!! =))
so, i shall spend my last hr of fifteen yrs old wisely.
just let me be a 15 kid now alrites? ha.
i want tau hway!!
i want dou jiang you tiao!!!
happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to xinyan, happy birthday to me!!!
so pathetic. ha.
i'm crazy. wooooooo~~~
happy sweet 16!!! =ppp =))))
met cs at 2+pm.
discuss the stuffs for sat.
then uncle roy for dinner.
wheeee`` pastamania.
so full now. cant digest. =x
good day. had some great laughs.
one more hour to go!! =))
so, i shall spend my last hr of fifteen yrs old wisely.
just let me be a 15 kid now alrites? ha.
i want tau hway!!
i want dou jiang you tiao!!!
happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to xinyan, happy birthday to me!!!
so pathetic. ha.
i'm crazy. wooooooo~~~
happy sweet 16!!! =ppp =))))
dedicated to debbie.
it just hurts to see you with sore eyes.
it feels just so unreal to see u smile now.
it hurts to know you're not sharing with me.
it breaks my heart when you say u feel like ending ur own life.
and dont you know we're constantly supporting you,
there for you?
u might not know, but i wanna tell you.
i care. and we all care alot too.
stand up after ur fall!
we'll pull you up.
be strong, we need you too.
afterall, this post is to let you know that i care for you.
this applies to all my other friends too.
there're ups and downs in life.
dying is not the only solution.
there're a millions of reasons to be sad of, but there're billions of things for you to be happy of.
when you think more about it, the more you'll want to do it.
be positive.
LET GO when its time to.
it just hurts to see you with sore eyes.
it feels just so unreal to see u smile now.
it hurts to know you're not sharing with me.
it breaks my heart when you say u feel like ending ur own life.
and dont you know we're constantly supporting you,
there for you?
u might not know, but i wanna tell you.
i care. and we all care alot too.
stand up after ur fall!
we'll pull you up.
be strong, we need you too.
afterall, this post is to let you know that i care for you.
this applies to all my other friends too.
there're ups and downs in life.
dying is not the only solution.
there're a millions of reasons to be sad of, but there're billions of things for you to be happy of.
when you think more about it, the more you'll want to do it.
be positive.
LET GO when its time to.
today is 26th sept.
so excited. haa.
this few days is so exciting huh?
hmmm, gonna go out study later alrdy.
dunno what to blog early morning.
shall go prepare to go market with mum.
take care all! =)
so excited. haa.
this few days is so exciting huh?
hmmm, gonna go out study later alrdy.
dunno what to blog early morning.
shall go prepare to go market with mum.
take care all! =)
Sunday, September 25, 2005
it's a sunday.
days pass so fast.
weeks pass fast too.
and soon, a month has past.
2 more days, one yr is gonna past since i celebrated my 15th bday.
i'm kinda excited. but not really that excited too.
excited for i've alrdy had a nice bday celebration.
which is on fri and today.
what a surprise i had today.
i'm happy.
truely happy.
looking forward to dinner with family on tue.
i'm stuck.
confused.
excited for next week's sentosa outing!
i'm planning.
i'm jumping with excitement! =))
days pass so fast.
weeks pass fast too.
and soon, a month has past.
2 more days, one yr is gonna past since i celebrated my 15th bday.
i'm kinda excited. but not really that excited too.
excited for i've alrdy had a nice bday celebration.
which is on fri and today.
what a surprise i had today.
i'm happy.
truely happy.
looking forward to dinner with family on tue.
i'm stuck.
confused.
excited for next week's sentosa outing!
i'm planning.
i'm jumping with excitement! =))
Saturday, September 24, 2005
what a day!
down to marina south to meet them.
thinking of the steamboat buffet so i went down.
in the end?
ended up at marina sq han's.
the process of getting there was so!!!
shall not say anything.
anyway, i got better and was happy again. =)
i controlled and i didn't lose my temper. wheee!
i wont too. =)
was quite a gd time staring the the buildings from esplanade.
so relaxing~
i wanna go again!!!!
i was happy. i am. i will be.
imu.
down to marina south to meet them.
thinking of the steamboat buffet so i went down.
in the end?
ended up at marina sq han's.
the process of getting there was so!!!
shall not say anything.
anyway, i got better and was happy again. =)
i controlled and i didn't lose my temper. wheee!
i wont too. =)
was quite a gd time staring the the buildings from esplanade.
so relaxing~
i wanna go again!!!!
i was happy. i am. i will be.
imu.
sorry for the late post on 23sept.
lets start from the early morning.
i was doing my art prep all the way to 2am.
before that, i cried. a g a i n.
haii. was disappointed with the kinda quality it is.
i can say it's 0!
anyway, its ok. shall not talk more alrdy.
then its poa mcq. u guys should know what i'm doing at that time. haa.
went down to queensway.
with somebody. *confidential*
she needs to do something. which is confidential too. ha.
to yishun. met up with alan.
bus to suntec.
the journey was pretty exciting.
the xiao qiang might just climb up anytime!
anyway, last night was wonderful. =)
actually i didn't expect that much.
it was beyond what i thought at the beginning.
i will never forget what i saw at the fountain.
i saw something which i never ever seen b4.
thanks. =) u made me smile. i was touched.
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give upNo I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give upNo I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over meIt doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll find
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give upNo I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give upNo I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me
lets start from the early morning.
i was doing my art prep all the way to 2am.
before that, i cried. a g a i n.
haii. was disappointed with the kinda quality it is.
i can say it's 0!
anyway, its ok. shall not talk more alrdy.
then its poa mcq. u guys should know what i'm doing at that time. haa.
went down to queensway.
with somebody. *confidential*
she needs to do something. which is confidential too. ha.
to yishun. met up with alan.
bus to suntec.
the journey was pretty exciting.
the xiao qiang might just climb up anytime!
anyway, last night was wonderful. =)
actually i didn't expect that much.
it was beyond what i thought at the beginning.
i will never forget what i saw at the fountain.
i saw something which i never ever seen b4.
thanks. =) u made me smile. i was touched.
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give upNo I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give upNo I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over meIt doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll find
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give upNo I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give upNo I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me
Thursday, September 22, 2005
alrites.
chem, poa and mcq papers today.
i'm gonna flunk. a g a i n.
i've got mdm khoo to the top.
she was so very angry with my papers.
anyway, i cant be bothered that much abt accounts.
i shall use the next 39 days to study for the other 5subjs.
yes, i'll work hard.
my study schedule will be 10am-8.30pm.
thats if i dont have to go school.
if i have, hmmm. i think i'll skip den.
ha, whats the diff?
art paper tmr.
its another dead day.
hmmm, it might not be a beautiful day tmr. =(
cos, i haven done any of the prepwork.
wish me all the best!
gotta go off to wdl do my prep soon.
bye all!
chem, poa and mcq papers today.
i'm gonna flunk. a g a i n.
i've got mdm khoo to the top.
she was so very angry with my papers.
anyway, i cant be bothered that much abt accounts.
i shall use the next 39 days to study for the other 5subjs.
yes, i'll work hard.
my study schedule will be 10am-8.30pm.
thats if i dont have to go school.
if i have, hmmm. i think i'll skip den.
ha, whats the diff?
art paper tmr.
its another dead day.
hmmm, it might not be a beautiful day tmr. =(
cos, i haven done any of the prepwork.
wish me all the best!
gotta go off to wdl do my prep soon.
bye all!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
i dont wanna see things happening this way.
i'm getting irritated soon.
please make things turn around if not.
well, i dont know what might happen.
but i think it'll be the end.
anyway, i guess the cause of now its becos of somebody.
shall not mention names or i wont be myself.
i'm alrdy not myself to say all this things.
i shall not spoil my own mood becos of this.
had my nap.
slacking again.
i might read through chem later.
weather's pretty bad now for me.
so hot!
i cant sleep tonight alrdy.
nites all!
love ya all!! =))
i'm getting irritated soon.
please make things turn around if not.
well, i dont know what might happen.
but i think it'll be the end.
anyway, i guess the cause of now its becos of somebody.
shall not mention names or i wont be myself.
i'm alrdy not myself to say all this things.
i shall not spoil my own mood becos of this.
had my nap.
slacking again.
i might read through chem later.
weather's pretty bad now for me.
so hot!
i cant sleep tonight alrdy.
nites all!
love ya all!! =))
hmmm, today's paper was rather easy.
i meant physics.
but i'll fail.
cos i didn't study physics.
maths: gone case.
haven finish everything.
tmr, chem and sci mcq plus poa.
gonna sleep. wheee
alright, gonna catch my nap then off to ROM later.
i wished its me getting married!! =)) *dream*
i meant physics.
but i'll fail.
cos i didn't study physics.
maths: gone case.
haven finish everything.
tmr, chem and sci mcq plus poa.
gonna sleep. wheee
alright, gonna catch my nap then off to ROM later.
i wished its me getting married!! =)) *dream*
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
i'm being cheered up. =)
and i'm smiling alrdy.
perhaps i just need someone who'll be there with me.
thanks.
unable to go for pm.
by the time mum came back its so late alrdy.
had my 'dinner'.
and now slacking away.
i dont have the exam mood yet!
haa, but soon i will.
dont worry. =)
u made me be able to,
dream and,
imagine~
love ya all!
and i'm smiling alrdy.
perhaps i just need someone who'll be there with me.
thanks.
unable to go for pm.
by the time mum came back its so late alrdy.
had my 'dinner'.
and now slacking away.
i dont have the exam mood yet!
haa, but soon i will.
dont worry. =)
u made me be able to,
dream and,
imagine~
love ya all!
i felt so really restless.
after reading the thing.
seeing such things happen.
hearing the news.
knowing that i'm really lost.
what am i doing now?
why aren't i doing the things i should do?
why am i always dreaming?
i wished i dont have a brain.
so i wont crack it.
and i cant avoid thinking.
i'm lost.
i'm on the wrong track.
someone just knock some sense into me.
i losing it.
i'm losing everybody.
why am i feeling this way again?
i want my optimistic thinkings back!!
i've been keeping my unhappiness deep down.
just dont know how to start saying.
no one knows. no one will.
all i need is something which will make me smile.
please. give it to me.
i want my smiles!! =((
after reading the thing.
seeing such things happen.
hearing the news.
knowing that i'm really lost.
what am i doing now?
why aren't i doing the things i should do?
why am i always dreaming?
i wished i dont have a brain.
so i wont crack it.
and i cant avoid thinking.
i'm lost.
i'm on the wrong track.
someone just knock some sense into me.
i losing it.
i'm losing everybody.
why am i feeling this way again?
i want my optimistic thinkings back!!
i've been keeping my unhappiness deep down.
just dont know how to start saying.
no one knows. no one will.
all i need is something which will make me smile.
please. give it to me.
i want my smiles!! =((
Monday, September 19, 2005
i'm back early.
it's such a nice weather.
hmmm, i'm sure to catch a nap later. =)
chinese paper today.
still ok la.
but the weather tempted me to sleep so much.
and i did.
hmmm, rest?
tmr's practical paper.
gonna read through them after i wake up.
alright, gtg for my nap. =))
love ya!
it's such a nice weather.
hmmm, i'm sure to catch a nap later. =)
chinese paper today.
still ok la.
but the weather tempted me to sleep so much.
and i did.
hmmm, rest?
tmr's practical paper.
gonna read through them after i wake up.
alright, gtg for my nap. =))
love ya!
Sunday, September 18, 2005
hmmm. i'm back!! =)
alright, after much discussion with my cgl, i've decided to serve only once two weeks.
which means that i cant do greeters and others.
ok, it'll be only until my o's finish.
so guys, dont miss me not doing busing or greeters ok?!
will still be ard de. =))
i'm so bored!!!
i guess i reached home too early.
but no one to pei me too.
hmmm, home is the place i'll head to when i've got nth on.
i wanna go out i wanna go out!!
i want supper.
i want prata.
i want tau hway.
gtg, sis needs to use it alrdy.
call me ppl!! so i wont rot! haa.
off for another candle seesion with my nieces. wheeee!
alright, after much discussion with my cgl, i've decided to serve only once two weeks.
which means that i cant do greeters and others.
ok, it'll be only until my o's finish.
so guys, dont miss me not doing busing or greeters ok?!
will still be ard de. =))
i'm so bored!!!
i guess i reached home too early.
but no one to pei me too.
hmmm, home is the place i'll head to when i've got nth on.
i wanna go out i wanna go out!!
i want supper.
i want prata.
i want tau hway.
gtg, sis needs to use it alrdy.
call me ppl!! so i wont rot! haa.
off for another candle seesion with my nieces. wheeee!
whee. gotta rush for the ushers meeting! haa.
hmmm, many things happened since ytd.
shall cut short them.
ok, cgm ytd.
that was great! =))
i'm still thinking if i wanna take leave from ushering. =/
met up with wk.
he said he wanna gimme a bday dinner.
but i was full.
so decided to forsake my dinner for ytd. ha.
and i did smth so wei da!! *yucks*
use the money bought all the candles and everything.
anyway, he gave me a surprise!! =p
proceeded to smb to meet the rest.
played with candles.
it's not that fun anymore.
maybe we're growing older each yr?
but still, some explosives kinds. ha.
and it's finally 9+.
whoo. by then our stomaches are gulu gulu-ing alrdy.
had our dinner-supper at mac.
i miss those supper time!!
shall catch up with suppers after my o's.
alright. really gtg le. bbye all!
take care! love ya! =)
counting down 9 days to my sweet sixteen!!
**i know it'll not be the same anymore. who'll make it different?
hmmm, many things happened since ytd.
shall cut short them.
ok, cgm ytd.
that was great! =))
i'm still thinking if i wanna take leave from ushering. =/
met up with wk.
he said he wanna gimme a bday dinner.
but i was full.
so decided to forsake my dinner for ytd. ha.
and i did smth so wei da!! *yucks*
use the money bought all the candles and everything.
anyway, he gave me a surprise!! =p
proceeded to smb to meet the rest.
played with candles.
it's not that fun anymore.
maybe we're growing older each yr?
but still, some explosives kinds. ha.
and it's finally 9+.
whoo. by then our stomaches are gulu gulu-ing alrdy.
had our dinner-supper at mac.
i miss those supper time!!
shall catch up with suppers after my o's.
alright. really gtg le. bbye all!
take care! love ya! =)
counting down 9 days to my sweet sixteen!!
**i know it'll not be the same anymore. who'll make it different?
Friday, September 16, 2005
ok. another piece of good news.
ah mao really came out. haa.
wished what almost the whole 4e hist class wanted.
but i somehow forgot some of the points.
my memory is really failing.
and its always for hist!! =((
anyway, i shall work harder for the o paper.
went over to northpoint shop with my aunt and mum.
hmmm, i realised i've got very sour this few days!
you'll see me munching on sour things.
i'm not pregnant la.
but i just got hooked on it.
and i'm really so dry in my throat now.
grandma's health is failing. =(
and she really hopes to see us more.
yes, i'll visit her more often.
home and made sushi.
=(( not nice!!
i mean the wrapping was so yucky.
eee. who'll want to eat it?
lolx, i managed to switch on the main switch.
everyone's asleep and i still cant get to bed.
probably cos of my nap earlier on.
i'm bored!!!
nitess all. loves.
ah mao really came out. haa.
wished what almost the whole 4e hist class wanted.
but i somehow forgot some of the points.
my memory is really failing.
and its always for hist!! =((
anyway, i shall work harder for the o paper.
went over to northpoint shop with my aunt and mum.
hmmm, i realised i've got very sour this few days!
you'll see me munching on sour things.
i'm not pregnant la.
but i just got hooked on it.
and i'm really so dry in my throat now.
grandma's health is failing. =(
and she really hopes to see us more.
yes, i'll visit her more often.
home and made sushi.
=(( not nice!!
i mean the wrapping was so yucky.
eee. who'll want to eat it?
lolx, i managed to switch on the main switch.
everyone's asleep and i still cant get to bed.
probably cos of my nap earlier on.
i'm bored!!!
nitess all. loves.
i'm yawning. AGAIN.
that was fast. woke up at 8pm.
chat. form some sentences.
and now, i've decided to go have my sleep.
tmr's paper at 11am.
shall wake up at 6 later and off to mac to mugg before the paper.
hopefully it'll be fresh in my mind.
=)) nites all.
to friends who're still mugging:: get some sleep orites? take care! =))
love ya folks! =p
that was fast. woke up at 8pm.
chat. form some sentences.
and now, i've decided to go have my sleep.
tmr's paper at 11am.
shall wake up at 6 later and off to mac to mugg before the paper.
hopefully it'll be fresh in my mind.
=)) nites all.
to friends who're still mugging:: get some sleep orites? take care! =))
love ya folks! =p
Thursday, September 15, 2005
arghh. i'm losing stamina in long mugging.
woke up at 6am to ''study'' for maths just now.
came back home straight after today's paper and off i go for hist.
i really need naps!!
omg, they're very ma fan.
caused to me study halfway and fall aslp in the lib.
then came home to take my nap.
just woke up.
gonna mugg tonight.
paper at 11am. =)
more time to study.
wish me all the best! =p
woke up at 6am to ''study'' for maths just now.
came back home straight after today's paper and off i go for hist.
i really need naps!!
omg, they're very ma fan.
caused to me study halfway and fall aslp in the lib.
then came home to take my nap.
just woke up.
gonna mugg tonight.
paper at 11am. =)
more time to study.
wish me all the best! =p
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
whee.
i'm still at home.
not yet mugging. haa.
i will alright.
dont worry. =)
just becos we overslept and then it was too late to meet to study.
nvm, i shall be on my own mugging tonight. =)
i'm still at home.
not yet mugging. haa.
i will alright.
dont worry. =)
just becos we overslept and then it was too late to meet to study.
nvm, i shall be on my own mugging tonight. =)
whooo!! i'm so super dooper looper happy!!!!
omg! prayers were answered.
and i gladly did my ss paper.
VENICE!!!
wheee. thank God i managed to rmb ALL the points.
anyway, there might be some subtraction of pts for language??
hmmm, source base wasn't simple.
i'm stuck down there.
but i was smart enough to do the essays first.
wheeeee!!!
alright. this's not the end of prelims yet.
btw, i'm not aiming for great results.
i just need to put in my best. =)
gtg go out to mugg soon again.
where'll i be later? not confirmed.
cheers ppl.
dont be discouraged.
dont be complacent too.
all the best! =p
omg! prayers were answered.
and i gladly did my ss paper.
VENICE!!!
wheee. thank God i managed to rmb ALL the points.
anyway, there might be some subtraction of pts for language??
hmmm, source base wasn't simple.
i'm stuck down there.
but i was smart enough to do the essays first.
wheeeee!!!
alright. this's not the end of prelims yet.
btw, i'm not aiming for great results.
i just need to put in my best. =)
gtg go out to mugg soon again.
where'll i be later? not confirmed.
cheers ppl.
dont be discouraged.
dont be complacent too.
all the best! =p
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
it might not be a beautiful tmr.
i'm not confident.
i'm becoming pessimistic suddenly.
it's not myself now.
i'm feeling anxious.
nervous.
i dont anticipate that disappointment tmr.
simply because i really tried my best to memorize that 24pts.
if it din come out tmr, it'll just dash my dreams of being able to study well.
why why why??
i need encouragement now.
yes, it's only prelims.
so? no big deal.
but this subj really means alot this time round.
perhaps i spent more time and put in more effort.
i pray hard right now.
pls gimme that chance and opportunity to assure myself that i can do it.
help me!!
**thanks eerong for ur encouragement. ur name appeared again. haa. all the best too! =)
i'm not confident.
i'm becoming pessimistic suddenly.
it's not myself now.
i'm feeling anxious.
nervous.
i dont anticipate that disappointment tmr.
simply because i really tried my best to memorize that 24pts.
if it din come out tmr, it'll just dash my dreams of being able to study well.
why why why??
i need encouragement now.
yes, it's only prelims.
so? no big deal.
but this subj really means alot this time round.
perhaps i spent more time and put in more effort.
i pray hard right now.
pls gimme that chance and opportunity to assure myself that i can do it.
help me!!
**thanks eerong for ur encouragement. ur name appeared again. haa. all the best too! =)
whee. hit wdl library at 11am.
studied all the way till 8.30pm.
of cos including slacking and meals.
anyway, i managed to memorize all the points for venice!
pray hard that there'll be a qns on venice tmr.
all the best to me! =)
goodnight. watch tv then mugg again.
love ya all! <3
studied all the way till 8.30pm.
of cos including slacking and meals.
anyway, i managed to memorize all the points for venice!
pray hard that there'll be a qns on venice tmr.
all the best to me! =)
goodnight. watch tv then mugg again.
love ya all! <3
Monday, September 12, 2005
down to airport to meet conn and von.
haa, i was wondering which route to get there and saw yihan and the guy's name should be cher wei.
so i gladly accompanied them to jurong then to dover THEN to the airport. surprisingly it took only 1.5hrs? ard there laa. reached ard 8.30am.
it was another 1.5hrs to meeting them. walked ard. and i studied ok?
ss::venice.
haa. i'm memorizing now still. wheee.
alright, finally the arrival of the two sisters. crapping and stuffs.
dont eat mac meals! though the price is getting lower and lower, due to some calculations by me, they still earns. =)) thats one part of my crapping.
von left to meet her friends.
conn's fren, eric came. he's a nice and friendly guy. =)
hunt for a restaurant for his lunch and stuffs.
2nd surprise: saw jinkun there. then i recalled yea, he worked there. haa.
went to see aeroplanes and was laughing all the while. =p
ok, i'm lame and crappy.
back home. i should be mugging now.
nites all. =)
`off to mugg
haa, i was wondering which route to get there and saw yihan and the guy's name should be cher wei.
so i gladly accompanied them to jurong then to dover THEN to the airport. surprisingly it took only 1.5hrs? ard there laa. reached ard 8.30am.
it was another 1.5hrs to meeting them. walked ard. and i studied ok?
ss::venice.
haa. i'm memorizing now still. wheee.
alright, finally the arrival of the two sisters. crapping and stuffs.
dont eat mac meals! though the price is getting lower and lower, due to some calculations by me, they still earns. =)) thats one part of my crapping.
von left to meet her friends.
conn's fren, eric came. he's a nice and friendly guy. =)
hunt for a restaurant for his lunch and stuffs.
2nd surprise: saw jinkun there. then i recalled yea, he worked there. haa.
went to see aeroplanes and was laughing all the while. =p
ok, i'm lame and crappy.
back home. i should be mugging now.
nites all. =)
`off to mugg
Sunday, September 11, 2005
lolx. it's just another beautiful sunday. celebrated my bday today!! thanks ushers. =)) love ya guys! alright, as usual, service. BUT it's different each week. worked with new ppl. new message and of cos new revelations!! oh yes! i'm finally TURNING 16 soon. and i wont have to sneak into theaters and pool centre anymore. i shall wait for another 16 days. yay! 16 days. sucha 16 day. ha.
ok, i'll be starting my hardcore studying. though it's a lil late. but, i guess it's still good when i even think of starting. =) and it's gonna be a study marathon. studying non-stop except sleeping. i shall keep out and avoid my temptations. lalala. target for myself::min 30hrs for this 2days. well, you guys will surely see the panda again. haa. and i'm gonna study for the papers on wed and thurs first. alright, i wanna watch tv, my last leisure b4 it strikes 12am and thats when my marathon starts. wish me the best and stamina! oh yay!
nites all. =)) love ya!
ok, i'll be starting my hardcore studying. though it's a lil late. but, i guess it's still good when i even think of starting. =) and it's gonna be a study marathon. studying non-stop except sleeping. i shall keep out and avoid my temptations. lalala. target for myself::min 30hrs for this 2days. well, you guys will surely see the panda again. haa. and i'm gonna study for the papers on wed and thurs first. alright, i wanna watch tv, my last leisure b4 it strikes 12am and thats when my marathon starts. wish me the best and stamina! oh yay!
nites all. =)) love ya!
Saturday, September 10, 2005
WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS
wooo~~ new song. haa. WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS. just nice for me. yaya, it'll be too late by then. lolx. got pang seh AGAIN! is it a pang seh wk for me? tsk tsk. nvm. i've got new programmes. yay! gonna go east coast later for the bbq gathering. yay! gonna stay over there. *hopefully i can* so excited. haa. it's really a last outing for me all the way till exams alrdy. =(( i dont want exams!!! *cries* may the rain stop. and i can get crazy tonight. =) take care all! getting ready. wheeeee. =pFriday, September 09, 2005
wheeee. went sentosa today. haa. purpose is to get tanned. budden i got red instead. and i can foresee the redness will go off soon again. =/ anyway, it was a nice, short day. =) shall go tan again!! yay!
some ppl are really irritating. haii. have they got nothing to do 24/7? yea, i'm talkative and troublesome at times too. but some ppl are really to a very large extent lor. btw, i found one person who's more noisy and talkative than me!! haha. is none other than MUSHROOM!! lolx. ok, i shall stop all this here.
dont wanna blog too much nowadays. lolx. nites ppl. sleep early! =)
some ppl are really irritating. haii. have they got nothing to do 24/7? yea, i'm talkative and troublesome at times too. but some ppl are really to a very large extent lor. btw, i found one person who's more noisy and talkative than me!! haha. is none other than MUSHROOM!! lolx. ok, i shall stop all this here.
dont wanna blog too much nowadays. lolx. nites ppl. sleep early! =)
Thursday, September 08, 2005
omg. i'm running toilets now. eeeww. what kinda tea is that? btw, i hate going toilets. i'll try to avoid going. even at home. but now i know how bad it is if u drank some tea to help digestion, it'll land u in my present state. eeewwww.
i wanna see aeroplanes!! has been so long i went there.
i wanna go tan!
i wanna go mugg!
i wanna play pool!
i wanna go sing!
what's o level's now? haa. i'm still not in the study mood.
ss lesson for ard 2hrs today. after that went home to sleep. i must change. this isn't the right attitude for this season.
conn, you said you wanna watch me study.
jes jie, we shall work hard and play hard after o's!!
lamers^17, jia you! we'll play hard after the exams.
cg members, those taking exams too, lets all jia you and shine!
ushers. dont worry. i'll still be ard. i dont want break!! haa.
to everyone, all the best in whatever you do. =)
i wanna see aeroplanes!! has been so long i went there.
i wanna go tan!
i wanna go mugg!
i wanna play pool!
i wanna go sing!
what's o level's now? haa. i'm still not in the study mood.
ss lesson for ard 2hrs today. after that went home to sleep. i must change. this isn't the right attitude for this season.
conn, you said you wanna watch me study.
jes jie, we shall work hard and play hard after o's!!
lamers^17, jia you! we'll play hard after the exams.
cg members, those taking exams too, lets all jia you and shine!
ushers. dont worry. i'll still be ard. i dont want break!! haa.
to everyone, all the best in whatever you do. =)
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
wheee! i'm back. haa. thank God for willey's dad. yes, i got a ride home. =) *so blessed, i can't contain it.* went for seminar today for DT 'C' Zone. the message was great! now i have a set of new skills. yay! spent my whole day in church. first to woodlands and the library doesn't allow ppl to study there. yea, they did actually. but they removed so many tables. omg, how to study. =/ so suggested to go church. anyway, it was solely my decision afterall. i got pang seh AGAIN! haii. thank God willey joined me. then we went church. studied. did some maths again. lunch time. crap here and there. do some here and there. then CS and zaiqian came. got some food from the kopitiam and back to eat again. whee. walked quite alot. anyway, it was fun. haa. i'm so tired now. btw, i realised i kept forgetting to bring home things. left my maths worksheet at cindy's place. and my history notes in church. omg. i'm so careless nowadays. alright, i wanna go sleep soon. ss class tmr for two hrs. make sure i don fall asleep. =) nites everyone.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
wheeeee. alrite, woke up at 11am today. haa. i was pang seh!!! =/ went over to cindy's hse. wanna study there. i did some qns. then we went on to play with makeups. oopps, dont tell her mummy. haa. went out of the hse again thinking of going airport to mugg. but changed plan and went to mac opp my house. well, did some qns too larh. but time pass really fast. she needs to get home. and so i went home too. =( i got pang seh for dinner also. what a pang seh day. eeewww. watch tv and stuffs. now blogging again. haa. having eyeliner on is pretty cool looking. shall try it again. whhhhhhheee. ok, end of today's post. gtg slp for tmr's early mugging. =) nites all. love ya!
Monday, September 05, 2005
wow! what a long tiring day. but enjoyable though. =)
went over aunt's hse overnight with my nieces. got home. bath and got change. out i go again. haa. was pretty early, so had my eyebrow trimmed. lolx. met the rest and went down to SP. omg, i chose the wrong course. and that wrong course was so boring. thru-out the talk i was thinking of ways to escape for that audi. lolx. well, we managed to ''escape'' w/o much hard work. we happily walked out. wheee``
then down to tamp. pool with that lobb at pavillion. finally. ooo, someone thought i cant play? haa. the fact is i really cant. and his jaw was dropping every ball in. cos, all tyco one. eeee. it's hidden skills ok? lolx
celebrated aunt's bday at the ktv @bishan. so fun. but i was kinda late. anyway, i managed to sing. lalala.
just got home. am pretty tired now. i think it's time i prepare for bed. i really gonna mugg hard tmr.
oh yes, fri. tannning with miss vannie! yay! =))
nites all. love ya!
went over aunt's hse overnight with my nieces. got home. bath and got change. out i go again. haa. was pretty early, so had my eyebrow trimmed. lolx. met the rest and went down to SP. omg, i chose the wrong course. and that wrong course was so boring. thru-out the talk i was thinking of ways to escape for that audi. lolx. well, we managed to ''escape'' w/o much hard work. we happily walked out. wheee``
then down to tamp. pool with that lobb at pavillion. finally. ooo, someone thought i cant play? haa. the fact is i really cant. and his jaw was dropping every ball in. cos, all tyco one. eeee. it's hidden skills ok? lolx
celebrated aunt's bday at the ktv @bishan. so fun. but i was kinda late. anyway, i managed to sing. lalala.
just got home. am pretty tired now. i think it's time i prepare for bed. i really gonna mugg hard tmr.
oh yes, fri. tannning with miss vannie! yay! =))
nites all. love ya!
Sunday, September 04, 2005
woooooooo~ i'm so early back home. normally this time, this day i'll still be in church. ha. today early la. oh yay! recruitment:: 16! yes! so happy. first time recruitment. and it's a good start. =)
yea, i really wanna build up that kinda relationship. those unity and a kinda love which all of us can feel. that it'll be so tangible. i'll pray. i'll start. may God bless all of us. so, next wk we'll be meeting to study. and hopefully it's a fruitful one. =)
gtg. wanna go visit my aunt! haa. miss them. cheers ppl. love ya all. =)
yea, i really wanna build up that kinda relationship. those unity and a kinda love which all of us can feel. that it'll be so tangible. i'll pray. i'll start. may God bless all of us. so, next wk we'll be meeting to study. and hopefully it's a fruitful one. =)
gtg. wanna go visit my aunt! haa. miss them. cheers ppl. love ya all. =)
Saturday, September 03, 2005
i'm pretty pissed. or upset and disappointed with what i read. but what's the point. sometimes i just dont get what u're trying to say. i'm just feeling that u're hiding something from me. what am i to you? can i be assured by you yourself once again? haii.
quite a fruitful day today. =) met up for lunch with bro aaron and sam. it's actually a cg one? but most were late. ok, comb. cgm today. good message. and we went to town. study. eeeww, i didn't bring my books along. =( played the game. ha. ke lian de peter, he got dua by us. but i think he enjoyed himself too. nice fellowship. =)
got home and now, sitting here typing. oh yes, i wanna go study!!!! i'm free on fri and sat next week. somebody wanna go study??? pls ask me along. =)
alright, it's sleeping time now! service tmr. yay! communion and recruitment. haa. so excited. wheeeee
quite a fruitful day today. =) met up for lunch with bro aaron and sam. it's actually a cg one? but most were late. ok, comb. cgm today. good message. and we went to town. study. eeeww, i didn't bring my books along. =( played the game. ha. ke lian de peter, he got dua by us. but i think he enjoyed himself too. nice fellowship. =)
got home and now, sitting here typing. oh yes, i wanna go study!!!! i'm free on fri and sat next week. somebody wanna go study??? pls ask me along. =)
alright, it's sleeping time now! service tmr. yay! communion and recruitment. haa. so excited. wheeeee
Friday, September 02, 2005
wheeeeeeee. i'm so excited and relax. i myself also dont know why. haa. i'm just carrying such a light mood and heart today. =) got my hair done. oh finally. no one should say i'm messy now! i wanna do my hmwk. but i wanna go out relax next wk too. happy hols. yaya, like real. tons of hmwk for me. =( it's another weekend!! yay! tmr's cgm. meeting them for lunch. yes.
alright, i wanna go do my hmwk now. nites all. =) love ya.
alright, i wanna go do my hmwk now. nites all. =) love ya.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
i had the dream to be a superstar! ha. is like fat hope. and i'm really dreaming. my singing is no good. no looks. fat and ugly. yucks. who would support such ppl? dont wanna think liao. think more will be more sad. ha.
yeapp, going pulau ubin next week. hopefully it'll be fun. =) submission for art tmr. and i haven finished it. haa. gonna fail my prelims for art. i'm so blur!! brought the board back, but left the brushes in the sch. had the 8 boards with me but w/o my art folio. cant do anything. =/ i'm so blur!!! aiyooo.
ok, went to eric's hse downstairs to paint. so windy. and made me so sleepy. ha. then went home. so guai today. nahh, actually wanna go town. but the time was running out. i'm so so so late. happy bday carmen! =)
alright, i wanna go off from here. cheers ppl! -smiles
yeapp, going pulau ubin next week. hopefully it'll be fun. =) submission for art tmr. and i haven finished it. haa. gonna fail my prelims for art. i'm so blur!! brought the board back, but left the brushes in the sch. had the 8 boards with me but w/o my art folio. cant do anything. =/ i'm so blur!!! aiyooo.
ok, went to eric's hse downstairs to paint. so windy. and made me so sleepy. ha. then went home. so guai today. nahh, actually wanna go town. but the time was running out. i'm so so so late. happy bday carmen! =)
alright, i wanna go off from here. cheers ppl! -smiles
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