Christ in Yan

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posted by Yan @ 5/28/2007 01:42:00 PM 0 Comments

time.. to take a step back.

posted by Yan @ 5/27/2007 11:48:00 PM 0 Comments

Your Love is Represented by a White Rose

While you may or may not be totally naive, you do approach love with an eternal innocence. You love like you've never been hurt. And you put all your faith in your partner. Your philosophy on love is: be honest and be yourself.

You Are Totally Like Your Mom

You and your mom are practically clones. You think alike, and you even seem to read each other's minds. You're definitely you're mother's child... and that's just fine with you.

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you. You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations. You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves. You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

You Are In a Fantastic Mood

You're confident, focused, and on top of your game. People are attracted to your energy right now. This is the time to go for it - you're likely to get what you want!

You Are a Good Girl

You are 70% Good and 30% Bad Generally speaking, you're a very good girl. (But you don't have us totally fooled!)

posted by Yan @ 5/24/2007 01:22:00 PM 0 Comments

Your Beauty Element is Earth

You are the epitome of a natural beauty. Your look is definitely effortless. And while you shy away from a lot of make-up and accessories, you're no granola girl either!

posted by Yan @ 5/24/2007 01:14:00 PM 0 Comments

RAHHHH.

just spent a few minutes thinking about what are my wants and needs.
it's really alot alot. and i think the money i earn is not enough to satisfy all of them. i gotta save money!!! and really have a good finance management!!!
paying for this and that, planning for this outing that outing.. June is indeed a very busy month, also means a time of spending! however, i'm not gonna waste money!! hehe

and i really my room is getting smaller and smaller, as the big things are coming in. no more no more. i've got the things i wanted.

received the Camp's outline. initially... wasn't really interested about it, but after giving some thoughts.... i think, i shall just commit since i've given my word. JIA YOU! =)

another day to pay day! cant wait to get RICHER again.
i'm rich in receipts now. =(

posted by Yan @ 5/23/2007 11:51:00 PM 0 Comments

YEA!! as mentioned in the previous entry of figuring how to use the webcam, i've did it!!!

and i can take pictures of myself while using laptop. hhahahahhaha.

sadly, not alot of ppl has webcam so its actually not much of use to me since i dont go for those stranger chats.

short entry today, gotta rush for CGM now!!! =)

posted by Yan @ 5/19/2007 12:58:00 PM 0 Comments

i'm so sleepy and restless now. these are the consequences when i dont care about the time and finishing the whole series of Smiling Pasta last night.
watched all the way till 6.30am therefore thank God! for staying near workplace. lol. am very tempted to take timeoff to go home slp since i still have 17hrs to claim. heheh. but CG outing is at 2pm today, wont get much slp either.

sleepy girl is an angry tigeress. HAAHAH. i just anyhow come up with this thingy.

i'll try not to stay up late again. however, whenever i'm hooked to shows, i'll only be satisfied until i finish the last episode if not i'll be thinking of it. hehe.
but now... kept thinking about the story of Pasta and everything.
nowadays too much fairytale like stories liao.... bth. but its nice and sweet la.

i'm a romance person. most of the time i'll be happy to watch romance shows or movies. hehe.
latest show was the 200 Pounds Beauty. then before that, i think its the Wu Zun and Ella show that caught me crazy. heheheh. now is this pasta thingy. So what is the defination of Xing Fu?

rather deprived of watching tv nowadays, just dont have so much time to even be at home sometimes.

well, a good news! i've finally got my laptop!!
it's HP and it costs 2.4k including the five years warranty. free gift is the Canon 3-in-1 printer. However, i'm thinking of selling the printer.
1st, no space in my room to contain that big thing.
2nd, the ink catridge are so expensive. will rather sell the Canon and purchase one Epson.

and now the bigger prob is to decide btwn buying a router itself or sign contract with Starhub for the free bundled thing since my contract has ended long time ago. or... wait for the next launch of promotion and use the points to redeem partial of the router, paying close to $70.

yea, the laptop is good and stylo and small. Comes with Vista Home premium somemore. 1Gb Ram and 120Gb HDD. Not very heavy, rather compact. I just need to figure out how to use the webcam. hehe. it acts as a tablet pc too. with fingerprint login. "instant' dvd player. screen that can turn 360 degrees. and blah blah blah.

the week has been good, work still as much. God still loves me and i love Him too!

getting more and more crappy.......
maybe level of crappiness = level of sleepyness.

posted by Yan @ 5/18/2007 09:48:00 AM 0 Comments

It's been a busy busy busy week. phew.
worked for 6 days in this week. gosh, it's really tiring man.

was at the community fair thingy at Lower Seletar Reservoir this noon after service. doing those doggie balloons.. nice to see the smiles of the kids. so it actually made my thumb feel less pain. hehe.

then had dinner with colleagues, another dinner at dayi's house to celebrate MOTHERS' DAY!! simple dinner, nice time together. hehe, we had a cake for the mothers. and i led to sing Shi Shang Zhi You Ma Ma Hao. was rather unique though, but we enjoyed.

anyway, talking about this, we sang this song during service too. i really believe that one mothers' day, i'll be able to hug my mum in the service! Thank You Lord in advance! =)

tmr is another working day.. then STEAMBOAT DINNER with Section 11!!!!! YAY! finally we're meeting up again. =p
i miss the old people sometimes, old over here means last time gang. HAHAHAH.

also in the midst of thinking where the CG can go for outreach this coming week.
planning for a team dinner or gathering.
planning for a trip to KL or JB. anyone interested in this one day to pls let me know! i will definately enjoy company! hehe.
thinking of going for a dim sum buffet..... =X

exercise!!!! i'm such a procrastinator at this. i wonder why i dont have the discipline to exercise!!!!! I MUST WATCH MY DIET!!

indeed, asking and clarifying make things much clearer than assuming myself. =)
Thank God! for the provision, favour, and everything!

posted by Yan @ 5/13/2007 11:00:00 PM 0 Comments

someone has changed. to one who i nv know.
or perhaps the person i've known in the past is just the surface.
when there're situations, the inner real person will then float up to the surface.

makes me so hard to understand or flow with you anymore.
i wonder should i work so hard but not drawing the other hand to clap.

God pls show me what i should do.

AUnty Grace always say, when you cannot change the situation, always rmb to lift up to God, cos He can!
so now, though i may still grumble at times, i lift them up to Father too for guidance! at least, it's a better release. =)

posted by Yan @ 5/10/2007 09:26:00 AM 0 Comments

I want to sing...
Until I am lost in Your love
Till I'm found in Your Presence
Worshipping before Your throne

Moved by the Spirit
Entering into Your flow
How precious this moment
Lord I want You to know

IT'S YOU.
YOU who have WON MY HEART
Taken me into YOUR arms
COMFORTED me like a friend

YOUR LOVE
surrounded me from the START
I NEVER want to be apart

From You EVER again..


Tears just flow like tap water singing this worship song.
its a nice old song, which its my all time favourite.
this song brings down the presence of God everywhere its sung.


I've always been wondering who is my true real friend who i can find comfort and shelter. This song truely just touched me so much that i'm so convicted, that its YOU!


anyway, watched 200 pounds Beauty ytd with Mercy. was not a bad show. hehe.
the summary i get is, be the true self. True self is the real beauty.
shared with RH my previous hurts including the one few days back that drew my past memories.
yes, i think i'm just a girl with my strength and weaknesses.
why should i think that others deserve protection instead of thinking i should deserve that too?
why is it that others should have respect and i dont really require that sometimes?
why is it that i can take things easily and just laugh it off when it actually my concerns my feelings?

I'm just someone, who has my strength and weakness. All men need to be loved, including myself.
All should be respected too.

Not gonna be easily affected anymore, becos i know my life and destiny is not dependent on something which has no ground or foundation nor the criticism or persecution or negative comments, but its dependent on God's will. Definately, this doesn't mean i dont change for the better! hehe

Oh yes, has been repeating Sun's album from day to night. the songs are so touching.. that sometimes it can make my tears flow unknowingly too.

posted by Yan @ 5/08/2007 08:59:00 PM 0 Comments

First of all, like to wish MIKKI HAPPY 19th! Her birthday is on 1st May, Labour Day. hehe

Next, my sister, XIN JIE!! Her birthday is today!!
still thinking to give her ang bao or buy her some art materials....... short of time, prob ask for TO later to go buy. hehe.

am currently in office.. still not feeling as well. argh, women's difficult time.

anyway, i saw 3 elderly walking to the market to get some groceries on the way to work. i so much wanted to turn back and go marketing with them. hehe
then my imagination started...
imagined that i'll go marketing with my mummy even in her old age. my in laws...
to fulfil this, think i must be a tai tai first so i'll have so much time! hehehe.

i'll finally get my pay today!! and i can complete my BF! argh, rather pissed with HR for delaying my pay, however, late is better than never. 2 torturing poor weeks i've gone through..
its time to save money in case there're such situations in future.

Sun's Mini Concert on Labour Day. She's so pretty.... was close up with her, taking the advantage of another person la.. what she's doing really impacted me alot. can i be the next Sun? shall go for some vocals training first before joining any competition.

alrights, shall get on to work now! my table is filled with documents once again...

posted by Yan @ 5/03/2007 09:12:00 AM 0 Comments